Heads up, Yana 🔝

I am scared
of my future
of my current life
of myself
of C++ Programming
of 2nd Semester.

I am worried
of myself
of my future
of my career
of my financial management.

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I'm not that close with my father too
But not awkward with him
I was raised with the loving side of him
But mostly I was (am still, I guess? 😂) scolded for being mischievous and making troubles.
Maybe that's why I became serious at times.
Because I don't want Ayah to scold me again 😂

I didn't practice C++ during the semester break.
And Ayah kind of sulking with me.
Sebab I am the only penyambung warisan of programming 😂😂😂😂
Yes, I know it's my fault.
But the way he said it was kind of upsetting me (nope, my eyes are not teary)
I know I shouldn't feel that way.
But, maybe because my dark past turns me into a VERY sensitive person.
It kind of hurts.
Ke sebab PMS?
🌚🌚

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Guys,
I've been spending a lot of money this year 💸💸💸
Need someone to brainwash me right now
🙀🙀